Hindi Na Tayo Yung Dati

Meron. Merong nagbago.
Kahit hindi mo sabihin
Kahit hindi natin aminin
Alam nating may nagbago
Hindi na ikaw yung dating kilala ko.
Hindi na ikaw yung palaging kasama ko
Hindi ka na natatawa sa mga biro ko
Iba na yung trip mo sa trip ko.

At hindi na rin ako yung dati.
Hindi na ko yung malakas tumawa
Hindi na ko yung isang yaya mo lang nandyan na
May mga bago na kong kakilala
At nakakalungkot man pero ganun siguro talaga

Hindi lang satin umiikot ang mundo
Hindi lang tayo ang nabubuhay dito
Alam kong marami tayong napagkasunduan at ipinangako sa isa’t-isa noon
Pero ganun nga siguro talaga
Hindi lahat ng sinabi mangyayari
Hindi lahat ng ipinangako, matutupad.
May mga bagay na unti-unti nalang mawawala ng hindi natin namamalayan

Tulad ng nangyari satin.
Yung dating masaya lang, ngayon punong-puno ng drama
Yung dating simple lang, ngayon sobrang kumplikado na.
Dati naman kasi magkasama lang tayo ng saglit, ayos na
Pero bakit ngayon ang daming kulang?
Ang daming hinahanap
Ang daming kailangan
Ewan ko, siguro nga kasabay ng maraming kulang ang maraming katanungan.
Katanungan na hindi natin alam kung pano bibitawan ng walang nasasaktan
At kasagutan na parehas naman nating alam, takot lang tayong aminin kaya nagbubulag-bulagan.

Sabi natin noon mahuhulog tayo ng sabay
Tama, nahulog nga tayo ng sabay
Pero hindi sa isa’t-isa tayo bumagsak

An Open Letter To All The Girls Who Think Lowly Of Themselves

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To all the girls who think lowly of themselves, you are beautiful.
Eventhough you are not like this and you are not like that
Eventhough you are not like her, you are beautiful.
Even with all the imperfections and insecurities you have those didn’t matter.
So what if you have acne?
So what if your nose isn’t pointed?
So what if your lips aren’t red as her?
So what if you’re thin, or fat, or tall, or small?
So what if your skin isn’t white as her?
Those are just little imperfections that hinders you to be the best version of you.

You are beautiful.
Don’t put down yourself just because others are more than what you are 
Yes, maybe there is something more with them but that doesn’t make you any less.
Never ever give them the satisfaction to make fun of you.
Don’t get affected when they say something about you and just know that you are beyond that.
You are way too far than the girl they are trying to put down.
You are a princess with a heart of gold
And that is what makes you different
You have your dreams, ambition, goals that are waiting to be fulfilled
And those, those are the things that should drive you.
Not your imperfections
Not your insecurities
Not your failures.

Bear in mind that you are a unique kind of diamond
That you shine bright and differently from others
You shouldn’t be changing yourself just to catch a man’s attention.
You are a flower in the wilderness and those with the best intentions are the ones who will willingly pick you.
Those with the real feelings will conquer their way just to be with you
And not the other way around.
Don’t ever let them take you for granted
Nor treat you less than you deserve

You are a woman
And above all, you are more than that

Crepuscule

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Some says that sunsets
radiate sadness.
Whenever it appear,
You’d just feel its heaviness in your chest.
Some says that sunsets
are goodbyes
For it give off the feeling of an end.
Some says that sunsets
are just a mere setting of the sun

I refuse to believe.

Deep within me, I know
It is serenity
It is of hope and new beginnings.
The end of the day yet the start of another.
And everytime I’ll lay eyes on the sunset,
I want myself to be reminded of those.

Susugal Ako Sayo

Susugal ako sayo
Kahit ayaw nila
Kahit maraming duda
Kahit maraming kontra
Susubukan ko

Alam kong suntok sa buwan tong gagawin ko
Hindi ko alam kung may mapapala ba ko
Para kong isang sundalong sasabak sa gyera
Na hindi alam kung pagkatapos makakaligtas ba

Sabi kasi nila mali daw na mahulog sayo
Hindi raw tama na bigyan kita ng pagkakataon
Pinipilit nilang baguhin ang isip ko kahit na desidido naman na ko sayo
Kasi raw sasaktan mo lang ako
Kasi raw paiiyakin mo lang ako
Hindi raw ikaw yung dapat sa buhay ko
Ang dami dami nilang komento
Ewan ko, basta ako, susugal ako sayo.

Alam kong pwedeng tama nga sila
Na sa una lang magiging masaya
Na kalagitnaan unti-unti ka ring magsasawa
At bandang dulo iiyak ako at mauuwi lang sa wala
Pero ano bang magagawa ko?
Hindi ko na kayang tanggihan pa ang puso ko
Ilang beses na kong nagpadala sa takot
Maraming beses ko na pinigilan ang sarili ko na mahulog
At hindi ko naisip na isinasantabi ko na pala ang karapatan kong sumaya

Kaya sa pagkakataong to, 
Pikit mata kong susugal sayo
Masaktan na kung masaktan
Basta susubukan ko
Bahala na.
Bahala na kung hindi man ikaw yung tamang tao
Wala na kong pakialam kung sino ang sino

Pero sana,
Sana kung tama sila at ikaw nga yung maling tao,
Ikaw sana yung tipo ng maling tao na handang maging tama para sa sumubok na ako.